(ANSA) AMMAN, DECEMBER 12 - On his sick bed in a hospital west Amman, paralysed Syrian activist Ahmed has mixed feelings of anger and hope for a better Syria after thousands killed or injured and many more languishing in notorious prisons across his homeland.

The 28 year old comes from the restive Homs, a city that is having a first hand encounter with ruthless crackdown campaign on anti-Assad protesters.

He lost feeling in his legs after receiving a bullet that pierced through his lungs and into his spine.

“I was in a demonstration near Baba Amro when we heard gunshots.

I ran to seek shelter. Bullets were flying everywhere. Suddenly I fill to the ground. A man picked me up from the street into his yard to treat me,” said Ahmed in agonized voice.

Blood was bursting out of Ahmed’s mouth when he was rescued and taken to hospital for treatment, he told ANSA.

His mother, who has been by his side since months, says they were forced to sign a paper claiming the injury was a result of an attack by terrorist groups.

“That was the only way for us to have him treated and leave the country,” she explains as her son rests nearby.

Ahmed lost his legs, his voice and half of his weight and faces uncertain future in the hospital in Jordan.

“We will be victorious, says Ahmed in groaning voice before returning to respiratory aid.” Injured activists prefer to come to Jordan not only due to advanced medical treatment, but for fear of being arrested if they cross to neighbouring Lebanon, say activists.

Pro-Syria authorities in Lebanon have already handed over a number of activists or allowed Syrian authorities nab them from hospitals.

Meanwhile Jordan has opened its doors to Syrian asylum seekers and provides medical treatment to injured activists in private hospitals.

Activists say hospital costs are paid by Syrian philanthropists and activists residing in the oil rich gulf states and others in the US and Europe.

There are no official figures to show number of injured Syrians in Jordan, but they are believed to be in hundreds.

While some arrive legally through the border crossing points, others wanted by the regime are smuggled on back of donkeys or on stretchers through the land mine infested borders.

Upon arrival to Jordan, the army would put them in ambulances and send them to hospitals under cover of the night, say eye witnesses from the northern city of Ramtha.

Jordan has recently increased pressure on Bashar al Assad regime after the pro-west King Abdullah openly called on al Assad to step down after number of deaths in the neighbouring country reached more than 4000 people.

Syrian medical staff from troubled cities told ANSA that Syrian security forces often deliberately refuse to grant activists access to medication.

One nurse in from a public hospital in Homs recalls being summoned to a detention centre to see prisoners.

“I saw a man injured in his leg and it was infected. I told security forces this man needs treatment or he will have tangerine that could kill him. The pushed me away and said leave him,” said the nurse, who could not give his name for fear of retaliation.

Activists are forced to treat injured protesters in forests or inside homes, despite risk of infection from open environment.

They say most injured activists are as good as dead unless they are rushed to other countries for treatment. But the trip is winding and many perish on way or contract serious illnesses, say activists.